When Life Conflicts with Faith
Why is God allowing this to happen to me?
If we are totally honest with ourselves, we know that sometimes the events of life conflict with our faith. We end up asking questions. Why is God allowing this to happen to me? If God really loved me, why would he allow these hard and horrible things to happen? Why doesn’t God fix my current problems?
These are questions we all ask and at times there are no good answers. Perhaps we can learn from the life of David. He asked many of these same questions so we can examine his life and actions to help us determine how we should respond when the events of our life conflict with our faith.
David certainly had a special relationship with God. Samuel anointed David with oil (1 Sam 16:13) and the Spirit of the Lord “rushed upon David from that day forward.” David’s life changed immediately. The Spirit of the Lord had left Saul, the king, and he was plagued by a “harmful spirit.” Since David was skilled in playing music, he was brought into the temple to refresh Saul. The relationship between Saul and David grew. While he was still a young man, Saul made David his armor-bearer.
The next thing we read is the story of Goliath tormenting Israel. Goliath called for the strongest and bravest of Israel to face him in a winner-take-all duel. Saul, who stood taller than any other in Israel (1 Sam 9:2, 10:23), didn’t want to fight; he had been disobedient to God and was now tormented by the harmful spirit from God. His disobedience resulted in his lack of courage. David, on the other hand, knew God had promised to kill the people of Gath (Joshua hadn’t destroy them all—Jos 11:22). In his cowardice, Saul allowed David to fight in his place. So, David entered the battle against Goliath with God in his pocket and anointing on his head.
After the defeat of Goliath, David found himself living in the Temple and eating at the table of Saul; in addition, he was recognized as a valiant warrior, Saul’s son Jonathan became his best friend, and he married into Saul’s family. Everything was going so well for David—His faith in God was carrying him.
In fact one might conclude that when you are anointed by God, everything works out well in life—life is so good. But not so quickly!
Saul became fiercely jealous of David and tried to kill him three times. David was forced to flee into the wilderness. There he was hunted by the Philistines and betrayed by his own people. Eventually, David did become King of Israel and he extended the kingdom. But he was hampered by sin (lust and polygamy were just two of them) which resulted in a disordered family and ended in rebellion from within his own family.
David could certainly at this time ask the question, “If I am God’s King and favored one, how do I explain the events of my life—events that have caused such turmoil and pain?” The events of his life were in conflict with his faith in God.
Whenever such a conflict occurs our faith is imperiled. So, how did David respond? We can learn three truths from Psalm 131:
1 Lord, my heart is not haughty,
Nor my eyes lofty.
Neither do I concern myself with great matters,
Nor with things too profound for me.
2 Surely I have calmed and quieted my soul,
Like a weaned child with his mother;
Like a weaned child is my soul within me.
3 O Israel, hope in the Lord
From this time forth and forever. (NKJV)
David had questions, but he did not concentrate on them to the degree they would put him against God. It is possible to ask a question so that we end up attacking God. This is the essence of pride. Pride is the result of us placing ourselves in judgment over God—He is not doing life our way. We want Him to meet our demands and want Him to make us happy and comfortable. This is pride. David did not go there. He said is heart is not haughty and his eyes are not lofty. He understood that there are great matters too profound for him to reconcile.
We may, at times, need to ask God, “WHY?” David did. This is appropriate when we approach God in humbleness and with the sobbing of a broken heart. The problem emerges when the question becomes a dagger pointed at the living God. So first, David would not respond against God in arrogance and pride.
Second, we see that David made every attempt to have a calm and quiet soul. He describes himself as a weaned child. He does not use the picture of a “nursing” child who needs his mother, but as a “weaned” child who wants to know his mother. A weaned child can crawl into his mother’s lap for comfort. When things go badly we may not be able to understand the “why” of the matter, but we can be comforted by God not because he answers our questions, but because He gives us Himself. So, David allowed himself to be comforted by the Lord.
Finally, David put his whole hope in the Lord. He put his trust in the Lord “from this time forward and forever.” When the events of life are out of harmony with our faith, we must put our hope (our trust) in the Lord. When questions arise, don’t turn them against God; rather, turn to God and let Him comfort you in spite of what you are experiencing.